Assalamualaikum semua .. beberapa hari ni tak ada masa nak update blog. nak kata busy tak juga. mungkin tak ada mood nak menaip mungkin. entah lah sejak kebelakangan ni Im not happt at all. I don`t know why. I just think that I been like this because of someone. I call him Mr.Jebon. I don`t know lah if I made a mistake to him. because he didn`t layan macam biasa. mesej pun kurang. he told me yang dia busy jer. ya, I know you busy, but tak kan busy memanjang kan. dia sendiri kata yang dia akan selalu text aku. everyday. never miss that. everyday, every second, every hours I will received him massage. but now? nothing .. I already know that him have a girlfriend. maybe the reason why he didn`t text me because busy with he`s girl.een busy dengan girlfriend, kena lah tak text aku. mana janji kau Sahnizam?? mana? i fell i very idoit. bodoh sebab percaya semua kata-kata kau. beberapa tahun aku ada blog, tak kesah lah tahun atau bulan. baru hari ni aku berani mampus taip nama kau. biarlah. aku tak kesah sudah. hati aku sakit doh kau buat macam ni. tak guna betul. All our memories I will kept it very well. when I remember all our memories, it can kept me smile. We have a lot memories that has been we creating. tengok wayang, pergi beach and anything. and now I give up at all. I don`t want hurt anymore. and I take decision that I will never text you and if you text me, I akan layan you hanya sebagai kawan. perkataan rindu mungkin tak akan keluar lagi di mulut aku. dan aku harap kau pun sama .. akan buat apa yang aku buat. sama-sama. And bila kau nak ajak aku keluar, stay2 sama-sama. I will thinking about that. always. because I don`t want to be orang yang menagih kasih dengan boyfriend orang. saya tak nak merampas kebahagian orang. I told my friend that I want to forget you, because remember you can make me hurt. even at the night I hopeless that I will receive you texting. but,, NONE. so , i take decision that I forget you. and saya akan anggap awak sebagai kawan saya saja. walaupun awak banyak baik dekat saya. tak kurang saya, saya pun buat baik dekat awak. kalau kita terserempak sekali pun, saya akan senyum dekat awak. dan saya harap awak tak layan saya dengan baik. mungkin cara ini yang paling baik buat saya mahupun awak. so, Thanks for all the memories. I enjoy it with you. You never ever make me dissapointed. even once. but, thankyou so so so much. I hope you happy with her. Thankyou Shanizam.
panda and jebon will always in my mind.
your are my Jebon and I your Panda :`)
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